Standby me

Clever little Pun


Is it better to have loved and lost?
Where did her love go?
I thought of profit, but not of the cost.
All this empty space on my pillow.
And, if I do what I'm told to
would I really ever know
that what was stalling me really was you?
Without your love could I still grow?

I chose not to be with you,
but can't stand the thought of you with him, too.
Am I sorry or angry?
The only thing I know I feel is confused.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
why can't I see if she still loves me?
How could you betray me the same way
I betrayed you?

It wasn't 'til you proved you don't need me
that I realized I need you.
Does he even make you happy?
Is he a product of the pain you're going through?

She'll never love you as madly as me.
For my mistakes you'll thank me, I know.
But, you could never hurt her as badly.
You're just there to cushion the blow.

I chose not to be with you,
but can't stand the thought of you with him, too.
Am I sorry or angry?
The only thing I know I feel is confused.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
why can't I see if she still loves me?
How could you betray me the same way
I betrayed you?

Does she compare you to me?
In what ways are you better?
Are you there to feed her insecurities
or do you just upset her?
I'm miserable and lonely
since I found out I'm not your one and only,
even though it's entirely my fault.

I won't stop thinking of you
'cause I don't know if you're thinking of me, too.
This whole thing sounds so crazy.
What I've done and what I knew
about her and what we once were
could not endure the fate in store.
Decisions made were unsure to betray me
or betray you.



Liebe Grüße Yaya